Siwa Murti:
an ancient Balinese intuitive healing modality
Nervous System Balance
Trauma
Pain, Illness
Body Connection, Autonomy
Burnout, Shutdown
*Please note:
Vinnie is not a medical doctor or mental health professional and does not diagnose illness.
This service should not replace medical care or consultation with a qualified doctor or mental health practitioner.
The following content is heavy.
How I Came to Siwa Murti
I didn’t know what catatonia was until the third time I was in it.
I was 40, had been misdiagnosed, drugged, abused in the medical and mental health system for going on 25 years.
I couldn’t move, walk, drink water, sleep, process light, movement or sound.
I could lie in my bed in the dark, under a weighted blanket, with a pillow on my head.
It was still too bright.
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I was too traumatized to go to another doctor,
too ill and disabled to navigate waiting on hold, internet searches, to speak audibly, let alone speak and not be heard.
Then I got COVID and lost my hearing - completely.
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An artist-friend mentioned someone she knew did ‘these healings’.
“You connect on Zoom, lie there, she makes sounds, sends energy, and your body absorbs this and knows what to do.”
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Growing up in late-stage Capitalism, in a country club ‘culture’, and a land, itself, that relies on us beleiving our bodies should be flapping in the wind like a windsock,
despite having been in the medical and mental health systems for decades, I didn’t know anything, really, about…healing.
Or that connecting to the pain, trauma, and the natural genius of the human body in a safe, autonomous way was going to be my main route to heal from what became an ongoing catastrophic life—event.
I’m someone who’d lost myself, my body, spirit in institutions, so in hindsight, it makes sense that a lot of the recuperation, if it had a chance of to occur, was going to have to come from other sources.
From the inside-out.
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I tried a few sessions.
(At this point, you don’t question or think about it - you do almost anything to feel better.)
I started sleeping better, getting more oxygen to my brain.
My hearing started to come back.
My blood pressure was down.
It was easier to process light.
I was even….feeling my body after having to numb it to survive.
Where there had been, quite literally, no ‘way’, a way was being made.
Over a few more sessions, I started to connect to the layers of pain and illness.
To use them, work with them, instead of against them.
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After working with the modality for a year, I went from stopping breathing 80x / per hour during sleep to….4.
The sleep technician was astounded.
“What on earth are you doing that made this kind of change?”
It was one of the proudest moments of my life.
So, the first chance I got, I studied Siwa Murti and have started to use it as a way to channel dark-journey energy and convert it to light by healing with others.
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What Is Siwa Murti?
Siwa Murti is a powerful, decolonial way to heal, discover, feel some ease, and connect to ourselves to our intuitive nature to heal and find homeostasis.
Someone once described it as “Reiki on speed”.
From healing lineage of Ratu Nabe in Bali, Indonesia, it aims to create a space where energy and consciousness connect, allowing address ailments and promote sustainable healing.
*If these concepts are intimidating, please do not worry :)
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What Do I Need for a Session?
Phone, tablet, or laptop (with camera)
Internet connection
Place to lie down, sit and / or stand
What Happens in a Session?
First session: 60 minutes
30 minutes - A consultation to talk about your pain, pain levels, medical history, and anything else you find helpful to let me know.
30 minutes - Healing Session
Follow-Up Sessions: 60 minutes
15 minutes - We talk about changes, what you noticed, and connect dots in your healing journey.
45 minutes - Healing Session
Healing Session Protocol:
Wear loose-fitting, comfortable clothing. (No jeans.)
You will aim the camera at the parts of the body we are working on.
You will either sit in a chair, lie down (on a bed or couch), or stand, depending on what is best suited for you and your situation.
I channel the energy and what is needed to be received by your body.
Your body receives and does what it needs to do.
To some, it may sound like different noises, frequencies, and you may see hand motions.
We may check in a few times to see where your pain levels are, what you feel, sense, etc.
Or you can just absorb, let your body process, and we’ll follow up by text.
THIS SERVICE WILL BE AVAILABLE SUMMER 2025